A different kind of Christmas

I am honestly not sure how to write this.  So many of you have been so incredibly supportive and loving, and have lifted us up in prayer.  We need that now more than ever.  We received a call yesterday - a call that knocked the air out of us - the smiles off of our faces - and stole the joy from our hearts.  Yesterday our beautiful sweet perfect little Hadiya Claira went home to be with Jesus.  We don't have many details, except that they think she just stopped breathing and are declaring it a case of SIDS.  We are so sad.  We are angry.  We are confused.  Why? Why did this have to happen?  For now there are no answers - no relief - no way to say goodbye.  We covet your prayers as we put all of our effort into getting through each day.  We are clinging to the love and hope of a God who is abundantly more than we can ask or imagine.